I posted to a new thread a few days ago, but it still hasn't been approved. This whole sitch has been quite the lesson in patience. I am back and forth on my DB success. I do great for a few days--positive, busy, focused on me, giving him space, then I have a moment of weakness and try to push for more information from H.
He will be away for a few days so I hope I can get perspective and be a stronger version of me when he gets back. I miss being close to him so much. I have a appt to talk to my Pastor in a few days. Hopefully she can help me let go of the need for answers and just trust God. I know I have that mustard seed of faith, but sometimes it is hard to locate. I realize I need to focus on the moment because if I think of the future I panic, and if I think of the past (even if it is only 10 minutes ago) I get so angry and upset. Right now is the only moment I have any control over.
40s 2teens M14Y BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14 BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14 EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15 D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17
