CRISIS ALERT!!! HELP!!! SO, I hadn't updated in a few days because things were going really, really well.
Friday afternoon and Saturday, H and I spent time together. He mentioned that we'd had a really good week (I guess the space was good?), etc. I was so excited that the DBing was working.
And, yes, I'm a dumb@$$. I had sex with him Friday, Saturday, and today. We were getting along, laughing....everything was going so well.
Then, while he was sleeping a phone started going off...but it wasn't the one he had out. I found it...and found several NAKED pictures of him and some blond I've never seen in bed together...and the phone was going off because she was texting him. He woke up and grabbed the phone before I could see the texts...but YES, he is having ANOTHER affair with a different woman....and this time, they have had sex.....multiple times.
I'm devastated. What the HE!L is wrong with him????? What am I supposed to do???
He texted her, with me present, to tell her that his wife found the pictures and knows....but she's a girl at work. And he just left for work....so I'm sure he'll tell her all kinds of lies to fix it...tonight, they'll probably go make love and make fun of me and how stupid I've been.
He did say, as he left, that this is the reason he's been so hateful and mean the past few months....
I said, "yeah, because you hate me and hate being tied down to me."
And he said, "no, because I hate myself so much." then he left.
now he keeps calling me about dumb stuff, like the time change.
he keeps asking if i'm going to kick him out.
He wants to "talk" tomorrow. He knows I took off work. There is no way that I can teach a bunch of students with thoughts of him and her having sex in my head.
How can this marriage ever work? And, seriously, is it even worth me trying anymore?
