Me 1 year on pt2.

[hotwheelsaust]

Thanks Mr Bond,
I am finding that the few people I have to talk to here (fellow teachers) don't keep anything to themselves. I simply cannot afford the C anymore and I have no minister I can talk to and feel good about it. The few people I have spoken to through the church seem to fall into the category of "I have heard enough of this sitch, move on"
Things I say or think seem to spread around, and I am not talking about rumours. Just stuff I will hear from someone and then wonder who talked about it. These are people I thought I could trust and who I would not talk about to others. It just seems so much easier to not talk personal anymore face to face. I have chats with my brother, which are great, but it is on the phone, which simply isn't as good.
I suppose I haven't spoken to the boys about my hurt, because previously I was told on this forum I shouldn't.
But I do understand if we do discuss things with about the sitch with my boys, it will open the door for them to talk also.