I simply don't have anyone to talk to. I have issues at times, not just issues with the sitch, general day to day ones. It hurts to not talk to people about them. It hurts that I have to think what things I can say to my boys and what I cannot. I want to tell them how much I hurt with the sitch. But I know I cannot and should not. I want to know how much it hurts them, but I have to let them talk when they are ready.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.
