Rolling up my sleeves...

[indigo1]

I could not even imagine going through the crap you are right now then sleeping in the same bed. Like I said before, you are clearly a strong man and if you feel this is the woman you are meant to be with, continue to fight for your M as long as you can. The worst thing in my mind would be having to look back in a year or two and have regret that you did not try hard enough if things do not work out. I wish you the best of luck, hang in there man.