Taking A Stand; What's my Position?

[Mimi00]

Thanks K, I hope the time w/ my brother is positive as well. Hope you're having a positive weekend.

Journaling:
I had the most horrible night at work last night. It's hard not having someone to come home and vent to a little, who can give you a hug and say everything will be ok.
But all is well now...

H called today, I didn't answer for the first time (usually I answer b/c him calling is so rare)

After several minutes I texted that I was out & about

H: Oh okay...I just needed your address

(I freaked out a little in my mind that he probably wants my address for the D paperwork)

I replied and gave him my address and playfully asked "What ya sendin'?

H: Oh nothing... just needed it for information to refer to later

(*sigh* in my head)

Then he asked how was what I was doing, I said good and asked how he was, he said fine.

To attempt to be friendly/comfortable (b/c I've been mostly cold/dry during contact b/c of nervousness), I then sent him a photo of a DVD movie cover I saw

(I was going to buy the movie, then I realized I may have seen it before. Then and entire memory returned....I recalled watching it our first year of marriage. We had just moved into our 1st apartment together and we didn't have a bed yet, so we would lay on the floor and watch movies. H always falls asleep during movies, even though he the one who chooses to watch them and I'm always left awake alone watching the movie intently [even though at the time movies weren't my thing, I watched for him and ended up liking it more]. This particular movie, I recall waking him up in the middle of it to ML lol. That is one of the few memories I can recall of that year for some reason[my memory is terrible, I don't recall many things unless it made a bit of an impact on me in some way].)

So I probably shouldn't have, but I sent him the photo of the DVD cover and asked if he had rented it before? Because I slightly recalled the characters.


H: I don't think so, but I could be wrong

Me: You probably fell asleep during it, lol. I remember the actors though. Well I am about to head home, have a good day.

No reply...

lol...well, I tried...maybe that last move of mine was a bad one?