So lost and hurt #3

[indigo1]

Her statement about the way I was is accurate for sure. I have never attempted to deny that with her through all of this. What she wants me to be is by no means too much to ask of her husband. And looking back on things its not too much to ask of myself. I know we could have a great future together knowing and learning about myself what I have thru this so far. Its what I'm trying to achieve for myself no matter how this situation pans out in the end. And I will STFU tonight for sure haha. Cool as a cucumber!