Well this is a new month and I will have to start doing things differently now I need to start a new path. I made my 1St step I had made a new visitation for H to have The boys he is now only allowed to get The boys on the days he is off from his work and I will have them majority of The time. I don't want to have OW watching my boys when she is intoxicated. And he agrees with me on that; H also told me that there were couple of times that he almost came home and he is still trying to work things out with in himself and he still doesn't want to give me false hope cause he is still figuing things out. He said that there are things he likes about OW and there things he likes about me. I told him I understand and he needs to work things out for himself as I'm working things out for myself. And maybe one day we will be able to find our way back to each other if not its going to be hard but I will be ok.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
