PATIENCE PROMISCUITY AND PROFIDIOUSNESS

[Ambivalent]

No I haven't

Whenever I confronted before I was open and succinct.

I tend to vent privately and am extremely calm in a crisis.

As for him resisting temptation. He was searching, a bit of a difference.

As for the receipt, I know our finances, I know his behavior, I know my daughters, sil's and NO, he does not buy gifts for occasions ahead of time...EVER!

I know that this is what it is. I know from his profile picture in the hat store, he did not pose as he did with a man taking his picture.

I am not owning that crap! I am not even releasing here at home...I'm numb.

And as for the sexual attention from me, since we have been in the home I'm in, I never ever turned him down!

I made that a pact with myself when we moved out here! He also knew I was open and desirous here at home, since he left!

The purchasing of what he did, and yes it has his name on the receipt, with the cc # while asking me how we can cut back expenses is a slap in the face.

I've been taking on so much recently, I have been looking within reading , practicing, giving, and yes loving. I have been trying for years!

Yes , I want to rip his balls off! Yes I'm furious, and no I don't apologize for my feelings. I'm exhausted, crushed, and feel filthy. All I asked for was honesty!

Honesty. I am a very forgiving person, and when I'm being as honest as I am about my behavior, I find this extremely difficult.

I have not taking any men up on their advances, I wear my rings if I'm around men.

So as to what I'm venting here...B.S. on the assumptions about me.

Oh, and I never accuse...I have straight forward and have evidence that he blithely leaves about. My oldest daughter is the same way about things. When caught and only when caught does the truth or some form of it come spilling forth!