Noticed last week she started to move stuff out of the basement. Asked if she was planning to move out, and she said 2-3 weeks and will file for d soon. This was a surprise since she was going to stay until spring.

I have been trying to get a life, signed the son up for cub scouts, basketball, been going to church and the gym. Looking into karate lessons, something I've always wanted to do.

It's funny because since I've noticed her moving her stuff out I have been sleeping better. Seem to be more relaxed.

Last Thursday I had a bad day because I got caught up thinking she is having an a or several, talked with a friend and realized its because I want to place my anger on that instead of where it belongs, me. I'm anger at the way I acted during the marriage, how I neglected s.


M 47
W 38
My S 21
Her S 17
Our S 8
M 8
DB 9/5/13

"You don't know how strong you are until strength Is all you have" Bob Marley