I know!! Come with me to London! We will all go. I will start an LBS-er travel agency and we will travel the world.
You are a kind, wonderful person.
I know it stinks why we came to this board. But, I don't come on daily because of my situation anymore--I mean I still need to vent, rant, cry, etc... But, that's not all of it anymore--not even half the reason anymore. It used to be. It was a lifeline for a long time because of the pain.
Now, I come on daily because I want to see what my FRIENDS are up to. You are my friend. We wouldn't have these friendships without all this drama in our lives. And, you know what else? We wouldn't have all this compassion and strength either.
If this hadn't happened. Chances are, tonight for instance, Smokey Joe would be asleep around 6 and I'd be left with the kids--trying to get my needs met by watching TV and parenting. I would probably be hating myself because I didn't earn enough money, spent too much money, didn't feel like having sex with this emotionally distant/damaged guy...Bottom Line: I wouldn't be liking myself.
Now, even on my worst days. I know I'm strong. I know I have friends who love me. I know I'm doing the best I can. And, I don't have a load in the bedroom snoring and sleeping away his life--then waking up to blame me.
Hang in Nero. You are too awesome to give up on.
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
