DON'T!!!! You are hurting yourself on purpose. I almost did the same thing a few days ago. I stopped myself. A picture on facebook isn't going to tell you the truth. It isn't going to help you move forward.
If I had searched him up, you would've been one of the first to call me on it and tell me to stop.
Remember, a picture doesn't tell the whole story. And, you know the whole story, better than his current spouse!!
You're right. He isn't the guy you love and remember right now. He's cuckoo right now. Let him be cuckoo with someone else. You don't need it right now.
Please do something nice for yourself this evening.
Much Love,
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson