H came home from work in the morning after his 24hr shift. he called on his way home to see if I submitted a job app for him? He went to do it and said it was submitted already. I said yes because it need to be ASAP and new he couldn't do it in time. He thanked me and said one of the certification is expired. I reread the job announcement and it ad to be turned in by 11/13. I called and scheduled an appt for Sat. He thanked me. This is something I have always done for him. I want him to get a Firefighter job!! I am trying to do a 180 but not sure about this. Should I stop? H came home from the football game with S late last night. Husband came home from football game with son late last night. He was really tired because he didn't get any sleep on his shift. I know he is tired but he is so grouchy. He said he thought he was being nice?? Maybe it has to do with giving up the EA. He was the one who volunteered to do it and said this am I pressured him..I simply said if he wanted to stay here though January he needed to end it. I guess that's pressure? Before this he was still somewhat affectionate, talkative and nice. Now not so much. I guess it is part of all of this. I also made it clear due to the history of telling me now 4 times he has ended it I really don't believe it. But I will try my hardest to believe. I have been trying NC as much as I can. He is just so cold and I have to really bite my tongue and go with it. Not much tongue left!! We are going to my daughters cheer completion today. We'll see?? I will just put on a smile and be happy!!
M15 T19 D13 S13 BD Affair 9/13 S 11/13 D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together. Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.
