You'll move forward when you take your W's needs into account and really understand that it's no longer all about your needs.

I think others and maybe me, have said this to you before. There is no magic answer or pill.

There is only work and more work on the only person you control, YOU.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss