He's been suicidal for about 3 years. His method of choice has always been to die at the hands of his car. It's been a long time since I let him take the kids in the car and the more I think about it the more it terrifies me.

He's due to take them out today for the first time alone and outside of my house.

I guess I'll have to just roll with the punches and see how it goes. Boundaries needed!


M32 H37
DD1 6 DD2 5
M6 T10
EA 31.08.13
Separated and H moved out 19.09.13
ILYBINILWY 23.09.13
OW 11.13