GAL'd tonight; went out to dinner w/ a meetup group I've met with once before. It was nice. Had the most delicious turkey burger. In 2 weeks I will meet w/ them again for a movie meetup....they're seeing a movie I really want to see, so it's nice I won't have to go alone.
Times like this also make me kind of sad b/c H was a movie buff and he's the one who got me into going to the movies more. So I think of him a lot and how I wish things were back to "normal". Then I wonder if he's going to see the movie, b/c we would normally go to see this type of movie together....
Feeling a little better today overall, but still kind of "blah". My brother has business meetings in the area and will be here sunday, for the week.... hopefully it goes well.... my family is all for me moving on and they think that's what I am doing (which I am, but still w/ "hope", for now); so I won't bring up H at all....
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope
