hey - ilike that- i'm quite full of "s" myself on a daily basis.

look how "free" we are - if you can't sometimes scratch yourhead and laugh at this crappola and self- wtf - we'd die - rite?

so what the hedck are you saying your'e "moving away from it" or die?

i got lost. see, i can't even stick with the stinking train of thought for treeminutes.

but anyway- the positive thinking thing. i got a bit off he trail when the guy was saying he wanted a bunch of women and then a bunch called him- yawn - a bit much to swallow.

i get it it's a "pitch" however, i do happen to believ ein life and in general it's waaaay better to be grateful for whatever you've got to be grateful for - than to spend life wanting whatever it is you don't have -

soooo- s ince that's part of their spiel as well- and also- the whole listing the good things (gratitude i believe in)

and one other thing that is something i like -

oh well- one more thing to just think over and have a smnile over. she's pretty gung & ho. i'm only gung- but why not???

it's a huge joke dawn- this whole thing. it's been makin me blue this week- lack of work. if this babe doesn't call next week i'm gonna have to go sigh up at someother schools or somethig drastic - da dda da dummmmmmm.

patience - it's a b!tch isn't it???

hang on dearioe - we've got so f'ing mjch of our lives invested here - between 30 or so years of GOOD and en years of probably & totally $uck - welll-

almost a challenge to see it thru to bitter end and see how very long one can stomach this tripe!

any predictions??? i personally think i' stayin rite away from time frames or i get really depressed over howlong - how stupid, etc.

xxo hope your evening is okay