Most definitely. I have started a spiritual practice called "A Course In Miracles". I mediate/pray and I am working hard at getting back to me. As I said I allowed my fear/ anxiety to take over. I spend about 2.5/3 hours a day reflecting and working on seeking inner happiness and balance rather than running to find ig externally.
So you go to college 5 days/week, have four children (all under the age of 10), several dogs, your MIL lives with you, and you somehow have 2.5-3 hours/day to meditate/pray?
Do you live on a different planet or in some kind of time warp? May I visit and get some of my own stuff done there if I promise to leave?
Holy guacamole!
Bee-tee-dubs, if you feel like this:
Originally Posted By: Emily28
I NEED a break.
Then maybe you should take a break.
You can't escape your problems, but sometimes it is helpful to get away from the hecticness of real life to recharge your battery.
*I'm* not casting a vote, I'm just saying YOU should do whatever it is that YOU think YOU need to do.
Given your marriage's status, I can't see how taking a week to decompress is really going to do any damage. If it ends up seeming like it does, it is probably just revealing damage that was already done.
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
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