Hey guys,

This waiting around stuff is difficult.

H is still very silent today.

We texted briefly cause our daughter stayed home sick from school (I think she just missed her daddy...'cause she kept asking if he was going to stay home with her...and he is....so good for her to get some "daddy" time). Other than that...no contact.

But, he has NEVER been this quiet, for this long, without being all out mad at me. I almost wish he was mad. This "being quiet" because he's thinking stuff through is making me so anxious inside.

I keep telling myself that I have NO control over what he decides so, therefore, I need to stop worrying and wondering.

He'll decide to leave or he won't....and there's not a d@*n think I can do about it.....and it svcks!!!!