I can't get past this. If I could only get past the EA friendship I could stand, that is the one thing that makes me run away.

Get rid of the POS or I will get rid of you, that's what I tell him!!!!!

How wrong is that!!!


Hi Nero,

I got nothing. Really, I am kinda just empty. Stern, unknowing, hard, still doing loving acts, and insistently wanting this out of my face.

I brought up D in the kitchen not caring who hears anymore, to my H. My s25 said what would that solve. I said, it would remove the knowledge of his acts from my face.

Son said, but he's not going to stop, I jumped in and said who cares at that point.

H said, did he know all this before you just opened up during breakfast, I said long ago honey, your just late to the party.

Why doesn't anyone agree that D will be, unless I move out, the only way to remove the "too much information" that I witness?

You sound strong and all knowing but you sound sick of this too. I get that the longevity of this is enough to make someone batty.

Please feel free to call me anytime.

Nero, we have all got to stick together, we are part of the glue that will make what we do stick, I have no stick right now, just at the moment, the next moment, who knows.

I just want my partner in life. Whoever that is meant to be!


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!