You know what. The new experiences. I'm kinda doing that already. I'm doing things I normally don't do with the girls.
I plan to take them for a short bus ride tomorrow. The girls will love it. Of course W will be against it but it doesn't matter anymore.

I went to visit them after work and I wanted to show them that I got their bicycle fixed. I expected happy faces but D4 is at it again. She avoids me when I asked for a hug. She gave a half hearted hug only when I wanted to leave. She knows she playing me. I just don't know what to do with that girl.
I'm getting paranoid here and wondered did anyone influence her in anyway?

OM's car was around and he's nowhere to be seen. Upstairs? Perhaps.
Why does it not surprise me anymore.
I don't know why but I'm not too upset anymore.
I wonder if 'believe half of what you see' do apply anymore?

I texted W regarding a class W planned to sent my girls to. It was a nice exchange of texts. The next morning she texted that she's enrolling the girls to another program since the earlier one didn't worked out for the girls. She ended up asking to share the cost. W is always asking for money. That's all she's interested in. I told her I can't help her out because I really don't have much and she knows that. I think she's looking for excuses why I'm a bad husband and father. She seems to forget that I've always give everything to her in the past. There is nothing I will not do for my kids and I will provide for them the best I can.


M35 XW34
D5 D4
M 6years T 10years
Bomb 5/2013
Joint Petition signed 6/2013
Moved out end of 8/2013
Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013
D finalized in 3 months - no news yet