WHEN PATIENCE IS LOST

[Ambivalent]

3boyz,

I just did what was natural. I needed stabilizing, so I reached out and held his upper arm. In the car I asked if he was still
working out, let him tell me and listened.

When he paused I told him I noticed his biceps seemed bigger, I noticed when I used him to support me, then I just reached out and touched him.

Now I am a touchy person, I'm a girlie tomboy, so I punch and hit when goofin' around.

I want to stroke his back., but I think it is too soon. I'm just going to pace myself , moooooove sllllowlllly.

I want him to be comfortable, and develop trust. Between now and tomorrow night , I need to make a list of what channels or shows I watch, so we can reduce the cable t.v. bill.

This will show that I'm serious about working with the bills. I already reduced the gymn membership, so that's a step.