WHEN PATIENCE IS LOST

[Ambivalent]

Thanks guys...I'm not kidding myself though. This was one huge step, BUT, it is a STEP. If I could have this once or twice a month...it would go a long way towards rebuilding safety for him.

I'm trying not to be sexual, just friendly, appreciative, and fun! I actually am quite a fun person...Last week was really bad, I know, but I am going to try and let go of that.

I'm going to give what he CAN receive, not what I want. Goals

Keep things light, and kind.

Show love through kind acts of wee services

Try to keep using love languages. His top two touch, and quality time.

One thing I did notice. Not ONCE did I see his cell phone! That is huge, whether it was a coinkidink or not , I don't care.

It was really awesome to just have it be us.
I also did not put the radio on while he was in the house, it was quiet. That is hard for ME.