WHEN PATIENCE IS LOST

[Ambivalent]

Thank you SO much Pud. ! I'm really working hard and taking risks. It is so scary. I think this made his day better too! He went off with me having a big smile on my face. He had a fresh roasted chicken sandwich and his favorite pickles. He was stress free, the ultimate.

I could tell he enjoyed himself, I mean really, he thanked ME! I think we were both surprised at how enjoyable it was. He even kept letting me know we didn't have much time, as if he wishes he had more time to spend. That actually felt good.

I just let him know it was okay, no biggie. I acted " as if ". This was the most fun I've had in almost six months! Okay, now I have to enjoy the wee step forward , like Michelle says.

Back to work, read some more , set another goal! Gymn time! Then off to school.

Thanks again Pud.!