I've been doing ok. Still hurt everyday same as before lol. My weekend was busy which is always good. Friday evening froze my tail off with my brother at a high school football game but that's what I truly enjoy. You can't beat cold weather football. Saturday attended a men's breakfast at church and took my boys, then coached the seasons last soccer game that afternoon. Watched ballgames the rest of the day.
Sunday was church and then took the boys, their friends and my brother down to the high school to play football. Had a really fun time except S6 is still melting down too easy.
Basketball started this week and both boys are playing. One or both have practice everyday. Fun, fun!!!
W is going out of town tomorrow for the weekend. Don't know where or with who. Hurts to think about. I also have her stated financial split date of November 1 in my head. It hasn't been mentioned since four weeks ago but part of me wonders if I should send her a bill tomorrow for half the boys expenses and tell her she is on her own when it comes to hers. So I either force the issue or let things continue as "normal." Would love to her suggestions.
Going as a family out tonight for Halloween. W texted me asking thoughts on what she should dress up as. We worked on a few things.
It continues to be a struggle not to grab her(affectionately) or tell her how I feel. I miss my W. Day by day. I will not give up.
M - 42 W- 37 S's - 9,6 M-12 T-14 FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011 ILYBNILWY - march '12 FIL - died jan '13 W Moved out week later
