H showed up last night, as I expected he would. Without a phone call. Spent some time with S watching TV. No R talk at all between us. I did notice he kept his cell phone close to his person. Hugged me, told me he loves me. When I didn't respond he said, "Did you hear me?" like he's been doing. I replied with a yes. Now he wants to take me to lunch today. I feel him trying to push his way back into the M and home quicker than I am ready, especially with no C or talk.

HELP!

Me-49, H-45
M - 4, Together 9
SS-9
Bomb Dropped - 9/12
Separation - 10/12
Reconcile -2/13
Separation - 8/2013
Reconcile - 10/2013
Separation - 12/2013
Reconcile - 2/14
Separate - 5/14
H Filed D - 8/14