So lost and hurt #3

[indigo1]

I know you guys are gonna tell me it was a mistake having that talk with the W last night, but she started it. I let her know that I feel like she has been leading me on and I feel like her plan B. That her comments about still loving me and having another child, buying a house and everything were not fair to me. She admitted that it was a little unfair and the thought of me giving the life she has always wanted to another women bothers her. I know there is still feelings there for me but she has to be the one to decide. She also brought up that people separate for a year or two and find themselves back together again. I just told her that I know my feelings right now, but cannot guarantee I will be able to wait that long. I know this all goes against DB strategy, but its out there now and will not come up again. Its strictly D business from now on, I will give her money to help out and only contact her as necessary. I cant wait til next thursday when I'm on a plane getting out of here for a week!