One giant leap forward! - Part 8

[T1000]

Hi F,

Yeah I'm still here. Just doing my thing and seeing where I land.

I have been thinking about what you said about giving W some crumbs, what Sandi said about she is still plaing games and what sayitaintso said about not deciding anytime soon and seeing what unfolds.

W is different. We spoke on Monday about kids at the weekends. I didn't hold back in my opinion but she acted like a human being which was a nice change.
I text her to ask how the kids were on Tuesday and if I could Skype on Wednesday, she told me how they had been. 10 mins later she sent me a pic of her bath. I resonded with a crumb of 'that looks relaxing' she sends stuff back like 'it's my sanctury :-)" which I don't respond to.
During Skype the next day I was expecting her to be centre of a attention but it was all about the kids with hardly any interaction with W.
After the skype she sent me multiple pics of us when we first met. If I'm honest it's nice but also pisses me off. After a few I said 'having a trip down memoey lane?'
She sent me pics of the kids ready for halloween this morning.

I'm very aware of what is going on whatever that may be.
As time goes by I start to think what I need from her for me to try again. No answers yet, not sure if there is any.

I'm still chatting with the other women online trying to set up dates.
I don't feel like I'm in personal limbo just financial limbo.

I'd like to be the forum more but it doesn't feel like the right place for me right now.
I will keep reporting back.

Thanks for checking up on me!