Don't know what to think

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Hey BrklynMom,
Thank you so much for your post. I didn't think anyone was looking at my post mainly because I'm having a hard time figuring out how all this posting stuff works. I'm not good with this so bear with me. But I want you to know I appreciate your comments and hope you will stay with me.

It does seem like this is a lot harder than when I had to deal with my cancer - at least I understood the cancer. I don't understand what the heck my H is dealing with, but from what I can gather I'm not supposed to try and figure out 'Why'. Just work on myself. I definitely need it as well.

Again, thank you....look forward to communicating with you.