Its a long road ahead, and its baby steps to get there. Definitely feels like I've gotten a lot of grey hairs in the past 2 months.
W text today to inform that our planned outting in 3 weeks is off. She got new orders. At this point not sure if thats really the case. She used military training before as a cover to see OM, so that is a point of trust that I have difficulty with and probably will for a while.
At this point, why she cancelled isnt really important. I'm still going to the event, will see if I can find someone for her ticket and have the great time I had planned.
me: 30 XW:28 tgthr:4 m:1 no kids BD: June 2013 D: Jan 2014