Jon, way to recognize your hurt... Take it slow, there's a time for everything everything
Ecclesiastes 3 A Time for Everything
3 There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens: 2 a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, 3 a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build, 4 a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, 5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, A TIME TO EMBRACE AND A TIME TO REFRAIN FROM EMBRACING, 6 a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away, 7 a time to tear and a time to mend, A TIME TO BE SILENT AND A TIME TO SPEAK, 8 a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace.
Jon the best thing you can do right now is take it slow and pray... Before she's yours she's God's trust me he cares for her far more than you ever can or will. Pray for her. I believe the best thing a man can do for a woman is to bring her closer to God than to himself... Pray.
