H just called wanting to know if he had any pants here. I said "Why would you?", not trying to be ugly, but he took all his clothes when he left. He indicated he didn't want to have to drive an additional 1 1/2 hours to beach house in pouring rain. I told him I don't know what to tell you. I really wanted to tell him to go stay all night with OW, but I didn't.
He said "You don't want me to come home?" Remember - I've already told him 4 times what he has to do to even begin this healing process, which is NC with OW where I can witness it. I said H, we will need to discuss things and try to figure out what and how our old M got broken before I can commit to anything and that I can't set myself up to be hurt again like this. He was silent on phone for about a minute so I told him I would talk to him later.
I do expect him to show up here without calling, which is one of my boundaries that he continually crosses. He also has not spent anytime with his S this week, which really saddens me. I do not even talk about that anymore as S would rather be here.
Extremely confused, but strong here and not expecting A THING! As I've said before Talk is Cheap.
Me-49, H-45 M - 4, Together 9 SS-9 Bomb Dropped - 9/12 Separation - 10/12 Reconcile -2/13 Separation - 8/2013 Reconcile - 10/2013 Separation - 12/2013 Reconcile - 2/14 Separate - 5/14 H Filed D - 8/14
