I think it is totally normal! Look what you have been pulled through in short time - it's crazy!
I still believe you are very emotional and that your decisions are drifting accordingly!
Take the time right now! Calm down! Be alone! Don’t push W away and don't put your arms around her until you are less emotional. Don’t make any decisions right now!
All the best! I will be pulling all I can whatever you decide!
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Me:44 W:43 D7, D5 (S11 from other R)
T: 8y - not M ILYB: 8. Mar 2013 W moved: 1. Aug 2013 LRT: 20. Aug 2013 _______________________________ Do or do not – there’s no try.