I think you might benefit from reading my thread. I say that so you can see our similarities and sometimes it is easier to see things in others than yourself. I feel that you are hurt, scared and angry. I feel that you lash out and act like a child when you feel threatened. I feel that you talk, but do not act. I say all that because I am like that and I see that in you, just my opinion.
I think you still love your W and can get past this.
I hope you can listen to all of the amazing advice you’re getting, well I know your listening, but I hope you can act on it, as I know that is the hard part.
Breathe
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M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy