what the hell is wrong with me??? I took today off, I didn't feel well, I had an aniexty attack or something. My ex and I were on the computer trying to find a hotel for july for ocean city maryland because that is where our d's dance competition is. we book a room with two queen beds, one for him and one for me and d. I got home to my apt and had this aneixty attack, but neck felt huge and like I couldn't breathe, I called in sick today and my blood pressure was through the roof! I have high blood pressure, so I have a kit to take it. now please feel free to hit me with the 2 x 4--I went to OM's house crying--I cried all day and he sat and listened to me. then I went picked up my d and brought her to ex's house, he was eating and I hadn't eaten anything and I asked if I could have some, he said sure make yourself a plate and I'm eating outside. well, while he was outside his wallet was on the table and I don't know what came over me, but i snooped and found out that he still has this girl's number and he used to call about a year ago. what is that doing in there???? I feel like such a basketcase. I don't think my wellbutrin is working anymore??
