I was at a party in a huge building with lots of high school friends around. H was hanging around with his friends and I was looking for him, to tell him something important. Every time I found him he would actually disappear. And I would keep looking for him. I was asking everyone where he went to. Finally, I pinned him down. I starting ranting to him about getting back together. He then disappeared again. Then I was sitting at a table with some old high school friends. H came up to me and sat down. He told me that he doesn't want a list of all the things we did wrong but wanted a list of how to re-build things. I then said, ok, and felt a sense of relief. Then in the dream I was thinking about my notes that I had stashed away about re-building, and worrying that I had lost the notes.
Oh boy! Funny how the subconscious works. I have had some strange dreams. I'm guessing this dream meant that I should stop pursuing him and let him come to me.
I also had a dream, one week before he told me he no longer loved me, that he came to me and told me he wanted a divorce. I woke up thinking what a strange dream, of course he doesn't! I had this dream before I even knew anything was going on. My subconscious must have known something was up.
M: 8 yrs T:14 Twins:7 S:5 BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013 Mar/Apr/May: MC June: "living in limbo" Sept 12: H moves out Oct 20: reconciling Jan-Feb 2014:MC Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.
