i am both sorry it has come to this and on your side and saying good idea too.
it's been soo long- it does seem an impossible sitch to just "sit in " and exist with.
i feel similar alot of the time- it is not "going away". ow is not "going away".
my h also- when he was here last- in that short talk we had- at some point said something like, "whatt do you expect - to say get rid ofher and i'll do it" - somethin along those lines- i don't think i responded because actually, i wanted to say yeah- f'ing do it already. mary her or get rid of her.
i kept muim-
you're doing what you have ;to to keep dawn sane and moving forward for you- so that's a good thing. you've got direction and purpose-
good luck- i'll be here
soooo - how f'ing wierd is it that big stuff seems to be popping up here with this junk for you and me and linda?
maybe autumn and fall and winter coming and holidays coming is making everyone feel wacky.
me- i'm thinking h and his nice words are nothing more than either his ow ditched him - or he's leaving this morning to take her to europe or on a wonderful trip (honeymoon hotel) and it s makng him guilty.
nothing more or less. i think i can't talk to him today again- idk dawn.
liknda dna her blowup- you and this big step- (well, me nothing soooo big. a few kind words and i'm feeling totally at a loss and wierd)
