I know that GOD has a plan for us, its really hard some days. Plus, I think I'm going through something, I'm going to be 40 soon and lately I just have thoughts that I'm wasting my time, I want to get on with my life. My ex sister-in law had an affair the same time I was and now she married her lover and is having a baby and she was told that she could not have children. Her life has moved on and I'm in limbo
