Hi all. I posted last night but don't know where it is. Anyways this is day 2 here in the forums. I had a meeting with our minster last night and we talked about a lot. He put in a way that is very true. I'm in a boat in the middle of this huge ocean with no wind and no north star for direction. He says my wife is to.
For those who don't know. I'm the one that had an affair. I'm not proud of this. I went about all wrong like I usually do. I've never be good at making the choices no matter what it is. The only right one I have ever made was my wife and I went off my focus.
The OW and I are done. I'm job searching so I can leave my job and not have my W think we are still talking. Till then I have to as the OW is one of my bosses. I work overnight and she opens. I have deleted her number in front of my W along with Facebook.
My wife says she doesn't know if she could ever trust me again. I understand that. I get I went outside our vows. I'm trying everything I can to stop this and save our marriage. She has agreed to work on it. I just don't know what will happen. We have a long history, since 8th grade. I'll be posting more. Thank you all for your time.
