"kill onions " - don't even remember movie - but some thug named onions was getting urged to kill someome - what else huh?? anyway- it stuck in my life.
i'm thinking about your confrontation & campaign to demand a little respect. i'm wondering about myself being a total doormat - if it applies. i think as long as h sees ow - i am somehow by association i guess.
i mean, if i'm still in his life- somehow i'm "allowing" him to wipe his feet on me. tangled up a bit as usual.
Linda- you are sounding good about this- it IS good sometimes to let it out. the pent up frustration and anger. it's always stinky to be engaged in the "fight" (i hate confrontation too) - but i do notice good or bad- it feels better to have had some kidn of meaningful contact wherein YOU get to say your "peice" too. not just them dishing out whatever - and we repsond.
idk- it's sure a mess of a life isn't it- the mlc thing???
your thread is a killer- soooo loaded with watchers and commenters. could it be that you are the (hidden) VOICE of us all??? you just have the courage to say it all out loud- the devotion, etc??? the rest of us tuck it down- deny it- hide it- work hard on talking ourselves out of it? (not sure- just a casual thought here on the surface of the pond)
anyway- woo hoo- what a tempest. rt smirking- i'm sayin? what ELSE could she do??? she doesn't have any real ammo- doesn't know anhything but what he tells her- she's just "toughing it out - acting like she's allllllll in control and above it" because she HAS TO. it's all she's got - probably is too inarticulate to speak on her feet- and wham it back.
idk- tooooooo icky and funny this morning. i'd have loved to be a fly on the wall and see you go bizerk- yay...
there have been a few times in my life i wished i handled with LESS discretion and care. i mean - i am discreet because i'm living up to my own "standards" i guess. the problem is that i was dealing with people with no scruples or shame AT ALL. WHY THE HECK they deserved the sort of treatment I approve of - idk. i just do it- am sorry sometimes because some people really really do deserve to get back what they're dishing out.
know what i mean? like fighting a machete bearing mad man with my little feather duster. that sort of thing.
gotta contemplate how the heck i can become more "down & dirty". THO - MIND YOU... that dopey sister of mine teling me people don't "get it" unless you "make them bleed" - really really turned me off. now my feelings about her are quite different because i feel she unleashed that on me.
undeserved - so i guess that's the DOWNSIDE of really geting brutal-
you were merely responding tho to a nasty - unfair situation.
oh well- can hardly wait to see wht your day contains - you've got the sitch going on there - for sure.
