I totally agree with cindy_f. You are doing the right thing and god does work miracles. The negative thoughts you are having is the handy work of the Devil. Dont let the Devil win.
You are a strong, confident woman that knows what she wants and it patient enough to wait to get her reward!
Hugs and prayers are with you.



Halo Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.