So lost and hurt #3

[indigo1]

Thanks for the break down on her text. I know she still loves me but is afraid it will go back to the way it was. She said that the OM gave her the attention she needed when she was mad at me. I also told how I'm kinda handicapped in my efforts to show change in the emotional stuff ( hugs, holding hands...) because of the situation we are in. I let her know it's not like I don't want to do that now I'm just respecting her and letting her initiate that kinda thing at this time. W said she can tell I want to and does not think I'm not doing it because I don't want to.

Well just getting out some early morning thoughts. Sure I'll be back on here later.