first breath- and try and not take it too hard. even in the book mwd says we "fall off the wagon" we dust ourselves off and do better tomorrow.
that is all- do better tomorrow. i'd skip the e-mail- just let her stew on it. she'll know it sounded true- it will be kind of apparent - she'll give him hell over it probalby, he'll blubber and cover up and so on-
don't beat yourself up about it- i think if i walke din- i'd do the same damn thing. who in the universe said we're supposed to be f'ing saints and martyr ourselves too boot.
it was an impossible sitch to be in- you did what any of us woulddo.
we're just girls having this awful thing shoved down our throats- soooooooo- we putz along doing our best.
you've been doin great for soooooolong- donja think you're entitled to a screamer? if i ran into ow- i swear to God - it would be a miracle if i didn't try and find a weapon of some sort & make a total fool of myself.
you're only human- you did okay. i'm sending tyhis - hope you are not feelin too bad about it. i'd say with your h, unless he brings it up- act justified and like it didn't even happen. just act like it was the most natural and logical thing in teh world to do- no???
