So lost and hurt #3

[indigo1]

I don't really know how to say this but as you know I'm a pretty sensitive person and thinking you're upset with me is killing me. I'm trying to work through a lot in my head and I'm really confused. I can't make any promises or tell you what's going to happen. I don't want you to be mad/upset with me. I'm doing what I have to do to figure out what I want. I'm not angry at you any longer but everything is still there, all the hurt, all the bad treatment. It's hard to let go and I'll never be able to forget it. I just need you to know that I appreciate your efforts and I am trying.

This was W text in response to me telling her what D said. What do you all make of it?