Kind of sad and angry right now. I just dropped off W at airport because one of us needed to go back to tie up loose ends where we were living (we were living overseas and a few months after the BD, came back to the States).

So I think it's better for her to tie up the loose ends, and it will give her some freedom. She will be gone two weeks.

But I am facing the reality that we won't again see the home we were in for three years, with a bunch of happy memories... the job I really loved... friends who were really true to both of us...

I was happy and detached in the car, but on the way home after I dropped her off I got kind of resentful and "woe is me" for W ruining our lives.

Just venting.


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Me: 37 W: 37
M: 11
D:5 S:2
IDLYA, W removed rings, BD 07/13
EA/Fantasy (PA?) confirmed 12/13
W moved out 05/14