You'll think of me....

[RosaLinda]

I am such an idiot.  I just had a screaming fight with RT. i screamed, she smirked.

I went in to ask John something important, and he said "hold on a minute honey" -- he was talking to RT. I said how dare you call that woman honey in front of me, I am your wife, you are my husband. RT was smirking, so I started yelling at her, and said what are you doing, why are you trying to break up my marriage. She said look to your past, I said he is the one who is f-ing around not me. My H said I don't know that. 

I told her he cannot support her, he cannot get her a green card, she said they will live under the stars together. I told her that I told him to leave and even gave him ways they could make it work. and H yelled you did not. I said yes I did and he said you told me that that years ago. I said I told you that on October 15th, not even 2 weeks ago. 

I said H told me he does not know if he wants to leave, he does not know what he wants to do. He yelled I did not. I said yes he did, he said he loves me and he loves our home. 

Then he said to me why don't you leave. I daid I'm not the one f-ing around and I don't want to leave. He said are you done to me so I left. 

I don't know what to do now. I'm sure he is smmothing it over with her, saying I was lying. I was thinking of sending her an email telling her that I told her the Gods honest truth, that I have no reason to lie to her. 

I am so ashamed of screaming at that whore like a fish wife. I wonder if he liked having two women fighting over him. 

OMG any advice?