So lost and hurt #3

[indigo1]

So needed to vent a little after what D just told me. I said are you sorry mommy hurt herself? She said yea she jumped on Scott's back and fell into the tv. So much for her story about playing with D and hurting herself. I wish so bad I did not even just hear this. D says yea daddy Scott is my friend he comes over every night. He's taller than you are. Wow I'm kinda crushed right now. What should I even do? Thought things were improving guess not. OM in the picture for sure. I want to just tell her goodbye when I drop D off later. I could have possibly dealt with this not knowing, but now that I do I'm not so sure. I knew there was no way she got that hurt from what she said happend. That was the name that texted her when she was showing me a video on her phone about two weeks ago. She responded that it was nobody to worry about. So much for that bs. I'm really lost right now as to how to handle this. I cannot pretend like I don't know

To think I just brought her lunch to the house before, ate and sat there for over a hour on the couch waiting for D to get home from being with inlaws. What must they think knowing what I just found out? They live right across the road from W and see everything. I feel like such a sucker right now. I seriously need to know how to handle this. She needs to know I know. Should I just go dark without telling her I know? Or say something then go dark? Wow I'm floored right now.