I haven't seen the Sondheim Musical Company - but it is now on my list of things to watch.
On another note, I am in a funk and having a bit of a pity party today. My birthday is on Thursday and I am realizing that it is going to be another birthday spent without a solid significant other in my life. This will be my 5th one now.
What also is troubling to me is while I'd like to think that my situation with Barbara has relationship potential to it, I'm starting to pick up on some indicators that perhaps she isn't as into it as I had hoped. She cancelled out of Saturday's dinner (which I understood because it was going to run late and she had an early morning race). Late last night she emailed me saying she couldn't commit to doing something this weekend. I had sent her a couple of nice options to consider for either Friday or Saturday and she replied back that she has plans in place for Friday already (work related get together for an employee who is relocating to North Carolina) and her daughter is planning a birthday outing for either Saturday or Sunday but she hasn't been told which day. She is also leaving on an out of town trip early next week for a few days, so I had hoped we would at least see each other before she left on that trip but that is looking less likely now.
I am really so ready to be done with all of this online dating, in fact dating in general. I've pretty much decided that if things with Barbara don't work out I'm going on a dating hiatus, because I'm really not in a good place right now being back to square 1 with someone new. Maybe I'm trying to hard or wanting it too bad.
Ok - so enough complaining as I know that this too will pass. Like I said I'm just in a funk...
