Not sure where to post this, so I opted for here, forgive me if I'm in the wrong place.
Yesterday evening H stopped by to get paperwork for biz. I was walking out to garage and he grabbed me and hugged me. Asked me if I wanted him back? I just looked at him, didn't really know how to respond since he caught me off guard. He said I understand if you don't or if you want to take it slow. I reiterated the fact that in order for me to even begin healing, he has to do the NC with OW in front of me. He said, I know, and then left.
Funny a week ago, I would have jumped on that opportunity, and for some reason, I did not feel the need to give him a answer so quickly. He left to go to our beach house and texted and called all evening. I am the first to end conversation, especially since there is an awkward silence.
I really don't know where to go from here. He wants to do dinner tonight, I didn't give him a answer yet.
On a good note, I got flowers yesterday from "A friend Who Loves Me". Have no clue who sent them, but it sure was a nice surprise.
Me-49, H-45 M - 4, Together 9 SS-9 Bomb Dropped - 9/12 Separation - 10/12 Reconcile -2/13 Separation - 8/2013 Reconcile - 10/2013 Separation - 12/2013 Reconcile - 2/14 Separate - 5/14 H Filed D - 8/14
