I've been reading "love must be tough" and I think it's genius. The whole idea of mystery makes complete sense.

I'm now in complete bed rest and less than 48 hours until delivery. I'm feeling so nervous!! Apparently the excess fluid and baby being breech can lead to placental abruption and cord prolapse, both life threatening for baby and I, so needless to say I just laid around all day, being pampered by my family.

H is furious that the doc didn't take the baby out yet, but I'm thinking, too little, too late. He was no there for most of this pregnancy.

After my family left to their hotel and S1 was in bed, I just retrieved to my room to read. H kept coming back, asking if I needed anything.


M: 34 H:41
M: 3 T:5
S1 and S0
SS11
BD: 8/13
EA: 8/13